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Friday, August 3, 2007

5:46PM

Well Mom quit working at Fairview because the people there will not listen to both sides of the story so I only have three days off this entire month. Can any one see a problem with this? If not heres a hint. Way too many days in a row and way too many hours of over time. I am going to be so glad when I am able to find a different job and get the fuck out of there.

Current mood: aggravated

Sunday, July 29, 2007

5:21PM - Long time again

OK it has been a long time again since I have updated. Well the new thing is I am in the process of trying to get a job with the Department of Homeland Security and if I get the position I will out in Maryland for 10 weeks and if I pass all the training stuff I will be off to Alaska. It seems that I am suppose to go to Alaska because I could have had a job on a crab boat up there but after watching the Deadliest Catch I decided not to. Other than that everything has been the same and boring.

Current mood: hot

Saturday, July 7, 2007

9:39AM

Well I heard back from the test that I took in March and it was the same as everything else. Sorry but you suck and we dont have a position that can suit you try again later when you know what you are doing. It wasnt worded like that but that is the basic run down for every letter and email that I have gotten about the jobs I have applied for. Well I am going to try again with the Department of Homeland Security as an Agriculture Specialist. I have to send in information and I am going to do that today along with one of my student loans. I dont have to pay anything on it if I dont want to because I have over paid enough that there is no balance but I would like to keep it low for once. Ok back to job hunting and mailing stuff off.

Current mood: I got the day off
Current music: Call my when you are sober

Monday, June 18, 2007

9:24PM

I am still alive sort of. I am so sick and tried of everything and certain people are starting to really piss me off. The test that to took back in March I havent heard anything for and I have be declined for many jobs since then. If any one as any jobs that are open let me know and I will apply

Current mood: pissed off

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

8:40PM - For those that care

For those of you that still care I am still alive to a point. Wednesday I am going up to Chicago to take a test for one of the many federal jobs that I applied for. I am also going to apply for an animal keeper at Lincoln park zoo tomorrow... i just have to mail that in. I am still waiting to know if I am good enough for the Brookfeild zoo keeper that I applied for. This is starting to get very annoying the sitting and waiting is starting to drive me bonkers. Well I guess that is it for now. there might be an update sometime soon again.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

8:27AM - Interesting for me

I was looking for something to watch this morning and I turned to the Travel Channel and there is a show called the Most Haunted. Well I started watching and saw that they were in a castle and the surrounding areas look familar. They finally said that they were in NewCastle and at a castle that I went to when I was in England for People to People. I though that was great and really interesting.

Ok other than that there is nothing really happening in my life right now. Still looking for a job and trying not to get fired from Fairview Haven but I think it might happen soon if I dont keep my mouth shut. I dont know if anyone still reads this or not but here is something if you do. Have a good day and avoid the sucky weather that seems to be going around.

Current mood: chipper

Sunday, November 26, 2006

4:46PM

I am still alive. I know that i havent posted in a while but nothing has changed. Still working at a dead end job while looking for another and cleaning my dad's house....yay what fun. Ok off to look at the rest of the stuff that i havent looked at for a week.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

12:45AM

So I have had to much caffinee or I finally got enough sleep because I am wide awake and it is almost midnight. Tonight was the haunted house party and it was a lot of fun...eating and just talking about random stuff. I am going to kick steve and ledford ass one of these days. I hate older brothers and their friends. They just like to tease me but it gets old very fast when they remind me of things that I didnt do in college because i was there to study and not become a party whore. Oh well one of these days they might grow up and I can always hope it will be soon. Maybe I should try to go to sleep since i have to clean tomorrow because it is my last day off for a couple of days and mom wants me to move the computer tomorrow. Ok night all and I will post more interesting stuff one of these times.

Current mood: mischievous with nothing to do
Current music: Toxic

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

9:35PM

OK I am pissed.... A member from The Atlantic Paranormal Society (TAPS aka Ghost Hunters on Scifi) is going to be at Monmouth tomorrow and I have no way of getting over there. I would love to see the lecture because it would be interesting and then they are going to take students around campus and investigate some of the haunted buildings. I know Austin Hall and possibly HT will be on the list because those are two of the most haunted buildings on campus but they will most likely go to some other buildings. This makes me mad because that would have been one ASAP activity I would have actually gone to instead of sitting and watching tv. GRRRRRRRr to stupid monmouth college and making stuff interesting finially. It is not one of the main people but it would still be interesting. If it was Jason or Grant I would have found a way over there to see it but it is some other guy that is not as interesting so i am not that mad but still grrrrrrrr. Ok i am done with that now.

I am still looking for a job and need to get a hold of my great uncle in colorado and see if there are any places i can stay when i can take time off from work to go out there and look for a job. He said that there are plenty of jobs but i have to go in person to apply and everything. The alaska job didnt work out because one I wouldnt want to be on a boat for 45 days and be the only female and also because I was lacking in the identification part of the job. They would train me but I would have to do it all from memory and if i failed the training part of the job i would have to pay my own way back to illinois from alaska and i am not even going to try because I know for a fact ti would be hard to pass because i couldnt even get a B in a blow off course that i took to fill time in college and that was not crammed in to three weeks.

I am waiting to hear back from a zookeeper position that I applied for in Virgina. It was an entry level postition so i know i would have a fighting chance with that but that was about a month ago and still waiting so i dont think i got it. Some times i wish that i would have gone on and got my master in biology because then jobs are easier to find than just with a bachalor but i am tired of school and wanted to get in to the real world. Tomorrow i am going to start paying on my student loans. The two that I am going to start paying on are the smaller loans that are not due until next year but if i can get a chunk out of them before the massive one is do the better. Ok I think i should go to bed i have been up since 4:45 am my back is killing me (stupid dishes). so night ya'll and have a safe halloween.

Current mood: tired
Current music: I want to fall in love~ Lila McCann

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

9:38PM

Swedish fish are candy crack. I am eating them for the frist time in a long while and i forgot how good they are. I am also drinking Diet pepsi and have not slept yet after going to work this morning so I am cracked out on sugar anyways to being with.

Monday, October 16, 2006

2:18PM - Haunted house update

Opening weekend was pretty good. Friday night it was not as busy but Saturday night was was interesting. The pants fell off the dummy again so i ended up carrying it down the stairs. Also the walls dont move no matter how hard you hit them. I ran in to the wall at one point after shutting of a strobe. I have a 2 inch scratch down the side of my face. This weekend will be better because there will be someone else in my room to talk to me.

Current mood: content

Friday, October 13, 2006

4:33AM

Tonight is opening night for the Haunted House. I cant wait but i have to sleep before hand because i am doing this at 4:30 in the morning and i am tried...stupid work. It is going to be interesting because last night the pants fell off of the dummy in my room...I am dragging it down the stairs and there is rocks in the legs of the jeans and they were to heavy and the pants fell off...naked dummy. ok that is it for now i have to get dressed adn get moving.

Current mood: sleepy

Sunday, September 24, 2006

8:54PM - Quizes because I am bored and there is nothing on TV

You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.

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Shy

63%

Soft

63%

Sweet

56%

Exciting

44%

Wet

31%

Hot

31%

Awkward

19%

Violent

0%

What is your sexual style?
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You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

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Angel

84%

Faerie

75%

WereWolf

50%

Mermaid

50%

Dragon

33%

Demon

8%

What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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You scored as Preppy. You got a prep. He cares for everything in the world including you. He will have to spend time with you every day.

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Preppy

67%

Geek

67%

None

50%

Punk

33%

Goth

33%

Emo

17%

Loner

17%

Skater

0%

What type of boyfriend do you need? (PICS!)
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You scored as The emo. Let him love you, and he will... Let him abuse you, and he will. You motivate eachother and therefore confide in eachother. Trust is the keyword here, and you always get through rough times, even if they occour often. Just hold eachother, and live one day at a time.

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The emo

85%

The funny guy

75%

The sweet guy

70%

The hott tease

50%

The fun guy

45%

The jock

40%

What type of boy wants you?
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You scored as Angel of Light. You are an Angel of Light. You are among the highest esteemed of angels. Your home is unseen by mortal eyes, and is located in the clouds. You wish only to help those around you and bring peace to all!

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Angel of Light

75%

You are an Angel of Pain

75%

You are an innocent Angel

69%

You are an Angel of Beauty

69%

You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!

56%

What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)
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You scored as yes!!!. You are truly amazing; I would love you with all my heart.



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yes!!!

83%

no

39%

would i find you attractive(girls only)
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Friday, September 22, 2006

12:16PM

IOOF HAUNTED HOUSE

 

October 13, 14, 20, 21, 27, 28 and 31

 

Lights on 6:30pm to 7:00  

 Lights off – 7:00 pm to 11 pm

Halloween – times are 6:30 to 10:00pm

Ticket sales end 15 minutes before closing.

Prices- Lights on -$1.00     Lights off- $4

 

Located in Fairbury, Illinois

Directions from Monmouth, Illinois

Turn right on to 34, merge on to I-74 toward Peoria, Merge onto I-55 N via EXIT 127 on the LEFT toward I-39 / CHICAGO, Take the US-24 exit- EXIT 187- toward CHENOA / EL PASO, Merge onto US-24 toward CHENOA, Stay on that road for 12 miles until you come in to Fairbury.  At the first (and only stoplight) turn left and drive until you reach the first 4-way stop.  At the stop turn right and drive until you see a banner hanging.  Go down the stairs and there you are. 

 

If you would like to get your own directions here is an address to use: Sav-Mor Pharmacy and Gift, 122 W Locust St., Fairbury, Illinois, 61739

Any questions please email hschove@gmail.com.  Thanks.

 

Current mood: bouncy
Current music: Guys do it all the time

Tuesday, September 5, 2006

9:05PM

YAY the haunted house is a go this year.  It is going to be great even though we just started on it.  I am in charge of a corner.  I have to find something to put there that is scary because the corner is dead.  hehehehe this could be fun.  Lauren if you read this and want to hang up some flyers at school to see if anyone wants to come let me know.  It would be a road trip but it would be fun.

Monday, September 4, 2006

9:05PM - The world has lost a great conservationist

CAIRNS, Australia - Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and conservationist known as the "Crocodile Hunter," was killed Monday by a stingray while filming off the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44.

Irwin was at Batt Reef, off the remote coast of northeastern Queensland state, shooting a segment for a series called "Ocean's Deadliest" when he swam too close to one of the animals, which have a poisonous barb on their tails, his friend and colleague John Stainton said.

"He came on top of the stingray and the stingray's barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart," said Stainton, who was on board Irwin's boat at the time.

Crew members aboard the boat, Croc One, called emergency services in the nearest city, Cairns, and administered CPR as they rushed the boat to nearby Low Isle to meet a rescue helicopter. Medical staff pronounced Irwin dead when they arrived a short time later, Stainton said.

Irwin was famous for his enthusiasm for wildlife and his catchword "Crikey!" in his television program "Crocodile Hunter." First broadcast in Australia in 1992, the program was picked up by the Discovery network, catapulting Irwin to international celebrity.

He rode his image into a feature film, 2002's "The Crocodile Hunters: Collision Course" and developed the wildlife park that his parents opened, Australia Zoo, into a major tourist attraction.

"The world has lost a great wildlife icon, a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest dads on the planet," Stainton told reporters in Cairns. "He died doing what he loved best and left this world in a happy and peaceful state of mind. He would have said, 'Crocs Rule!'"

Prime Minister John Howard, who hand-picked Irwin to attend a gala barbecue to honor

 President Bush
when he visited in 2003, said he was "shocked and distressed at Steve Irwin's sudden, untimely and freakish death."

"It's a huge loss to Australia," Howard told reporters. "He was a wonderful character. He was a passionate environmentalist. He brought joy and entertainment and excitement to millions of people."

Irwin, who made a trademark of hovering dangerously close to untethered crocodiles and leaping on their backs, spoke in rapid-fire bursts with a thick Australian accent and was almost never seen without his uniform of khaki shorts and shirt and heavy boots.

Wild animal expert Jack Hanna, who frequently appears on TV with his subjects, offered praise for Irwin.

"Steve was one of these guys, we thought of him as invincible," Hanna, director emeritus of the Columbus (Ohio) Zoo and Aquarium, told ABC's "Good Morning America" Monday.

"The guy was incredible. His knowledge was incredible," Hanna said. "Some people that are doing this stuff are actors and that type of thing, but Steve was truly a zoologist, so to speak, a person who knew what he was doing. Yes, he did things a lot of people wouldn't do. I think he knew what he was doing."

Irwin's ebullience was infectious and Australian officials sought him out for photo opportunities and to promote Australia internationally.

His public image was dented, however, in 2004 when he caused an uproar by holding his infant son in one arm while feeding large crocodiles inside a zoo pen. Irwin claimed at the time there was no danger to the child, and authorities declined to charge Irwin with violating safety regulations.

Later that year, he was accused of getting too close to penguins, a seal and humpback whales in Antarctica while making a documentary. Irwin denied any wrongdoing, and an Australian Environment Department investigation recommended no action be taken against him.

Stingrays have a serrated, toxin-loaded barb, or spine, on the top of their tail. The barb, which can be up to 10 inches long, flexes if a ray is frightened. Stings usually occur to people when they step on or swim too close to a ray and can be excruciatingly painful but are rarely fatal, said University of Queensland marine neuroscientist Shaun Collin.

Collin said he suspected Irwin died because the barb pierced under his ribcage and directly into his heart.

"It was extraordinarily bad luck. It's not easy to get spined by a stingray and to be killed by one is very rare," Collin said.

News of Irwin's death spread quickly, and tributes flowed from all quarters of society.

At Australia Zoo at Beerwah, south Queensland, floral tributes were dropped at the entrance, where a huge fake crocodile gapes. Drivers honked their horns as they passed.

"Steve, from all God's creatures, thank you. Rest in peace," was written on a card with a bouquet of native flowers.

"We're all very shocked. I don't know what the zoo will do without him. He's done so much for us, the environment and it's a big loss," said Paula Kelly, a local resident and volunteer at the zoo, after dropping off a wreath at the gate.

Stainton said Irwin's American-born wife Terri, from Eugene, Ore., had been informed of his death, and had told their daughter Bindi Sue, 8, and son Bob, who will turn 3 in December.

The couple met when she went on vacation in Australia in 1991 and visited Irwin's Australia Zoo; they were married six months later. Sometimes referred to as the "Crocodile Huntress," she costarred on her husband's television show and in his 2002 movie.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

8:35PM

I GOT THE FIRST COMPLETE SEASON OF FRAGGLE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I am happy and content expect for the fact I have to go to work tomorrow and I just want to stay and sleep.  Well time to finish checking stuff and get my clothes washed. 

Current mood: busy
Current music: Watching Fraggle Rock

Sunday, August 27, 2006

7:37PM - When can I get out of here or find a guy that likes me for who I am?

My dad, the great asshole he is, yelled at me this morning for getting at tattoo.  It seems as though I can never get his approval on anything because i am not one of his boys or the children of the whore.  I am just dumb founded.  I am the first one to get a  college education in this family besides mom who is working on hers.  He didnt even want to come to my graduation because "it was to far to drive."  He didnt even drive my mom did.  I was the only child to finish high school in 4 years because i actually did everything i was suppose to.  I guess if i would have come home from college pregnant then i would have gotten some sort of approval because that is what I think he wanted.  I dont think that he understands that i am not the obedient child anymore.  I am getting sick of it.  For once the boys could do what he wants and he can grow the fuck up.  I think that he thinks i cant make it the world because I know what i want to do with my life and just because i dotn have an actuall job right now i am going to stay here.  He doesnt understand that once i am out of this house and out of Fairbury he is no longer going to be a part of my life.  I have come to the conclusion that he is not worth trying to make me love him.  He has fucked up and now it is time for him to see how it is goign to hurt him.  Being second to someone elses childern that he didnt even father.   That is enough.  I am his biological child and i demand he pay attention to me.  That might sound pitiful but since the divorce i have been treated like i am not even here.  I dont know what it is but if he bouts he is my dad all he has to do is look at his sister then at me and see the family resemblance and also look at my feet and compare them with everyone else.  I have the odd longer toe that most everyone else in his family has.  I guess that i am just going to have to put up with the double standard that exist in the world here at home until i move out.  I figure dad would see that and look past it but i was giving him too much credit.

Current mood: crushed
Current music: harry potter

Friday, August 25, 2006

8:12PM

Here is my tattoo and this is the best picture you are going to get for a while until it is healed better. Sorry for giving you the finger, I didnt men to but it is the longest one I had to pull my shirt out of the way.   It is a Celtic Cross, the small sliver one that I wore every once and awhile,  There is a purplish blue stone in the middle.  I promise there will be another picture once it is better. 
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Current mood: hyper

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

10:28PM

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now.  (All my Monmouth people past and present) × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.  (Kept all my text books and some trashy romance novels)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (Glasses dude) × I love to play video games. × I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies. × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (Yup because then no one gets that hurt)
I curse sometimes.  (how about most of the time) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (I grew up) × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on... )

Current mood: indifferent

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